Update from the Motorcity- Monday April 11th

I’m in Detroit right now for work. Michigan has noticeably beautiful light. It’s the kind of light that makes you wish you had brought your camera, even when you pass a gas station or a really big parking garage.

 

I haven’t written for a while. In part its because I’m suffering very badly from insomnia and most my brain power is devoted to one of two mantras: 1. I’m so tired or 2. Why can’t I just fall asleep? But apart from my insomnia, I just don’t have a lot of mental energy right now. My first nephew is going to be born soon, my son’s birthday is right around the corner, I still don’t know if I’m pregnant, and I don’t know what to hope for anymore. In short: I’m still waiting.

 

Maybe the world is divided between people who wait and people who live. As if the people who live are impervious to waiting…like instead of just waiting they go and do…while I’m at home just waiting. Sometimes I think I’m so used to the waiting that I don’t even notice when the thing actually happens.

 

Ugh. See why I haven’t written? It seems so interesting in my head, but once it come though my finger tips its just a bunch of boring sentimental drivel.

 

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Comments

  1. Frank Grimes says:

    It’s not boring, or drivel, but it is real and helpful.

    Thank you PLM

  2. tbone says:

    make sure you stop at lafayette or american coney island.

  3. Marilyn says:

    Something to do while you wait…. you must read the Dr. Seuss book “Oh the Places You’ll Go”, if you haven’t already!!!!!!!!

    marilyn

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